Good morning you!
Today's journaling prompt brings out so many more emotions that I didn't even know I was holding on to. There are so many that I don't understand where to start from. There is the emotion of sadness and betrayal from so many people, including my family. There is the feeling of disgust at the present world and at the views of certain people. There is the feeling of regret of not doing what I should have done and how I let my life be at a standstill for almost 4-5 years.
But there is also happiness and feeling proud of myself for moving on and building my life and myself again. There is the feeling of gratitude towards myself and towards others who stood by me when my life was crumbling. But, somehow these positive feelings take a backseat every time and make me feel that I do not deserve these feelings. I try every day and I am bringing myself back together day after day. It will take time but it will happen one day. That day I'll actually be able to be proud of myself for achieving everything that I have and will in the future. My life doesn't get to be still anymore. I am just mending my wings before I fly again.
Have a good day ahead. 🌸
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